septembre 2011
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You know that feeling....
when you just feel empty inside. when you can’t see beauty anymore. lose your appetite because food just doesn’t taste as good as it used to. want to open up but everyday you close the doors a lil more. realize at the end of the day, that you haven’t cracked a smile at all?
Yeah. That’s where I am right now.
I want to enjoy the moment and the time I have left, but...
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They say it wasn't real, but it was real to me.
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Auditions
Yup they always get the best of me. The bundle of nerves that comes with them that is. Oh except this time, what’s interesting is that I was called out by a girl who was probably first or second chair violin judging by her proximity to the conductor and her tenacity to call me out. First she called me out when no one was going up by my blue sweater. Then the second time she said sthsthsth...
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Moral of the story: Love can mess you up.
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I live such a sad, lonely life.
LOLCAKES (I really ought to stop using iming acronyms in my everyday speech ohwhelps) I’m going out for a walk in the rain and photoshooting.
Why, did a ray of sunshine just peck my cheek?
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Covet
Jack Black chapstick - Blacktea & Blackberry, Lemon & Camomile
Conair Nano Infiniti Hot Rollers
Small leather watch
Ear muffs
Monotone Hobo gloves (lost forever D:)
FILMMM (fuji superia 1600 iso)
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“Sad, sad, always sad. The heart is the source of the sadness. To end the...”
– The Hilarious House of Bouvenstein (via verbalsuicide)
It's natural to think about death and sweets.
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The first sense to develop while in utero is the...
you always liked to touch cheeks.
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I thought that I knew what I was doing and was ready to let go. Yet here I find myself missing and thinking of you. How you asked for my hand. And I gave it to you. I just want you to take my hand again. A love shrouded by doubts and dark mystery. Can I efface you like previously? It’s so similar but so different. And I don’t have any evidence, just hints and doubts. So confused in...
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All I wanted to do was to catch some Z’s and all i got were tears instead.
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“Assumptions are dangerous things to make, and like all dangerous things to make...”
– Lemony Snicket (via atomos)
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Night Owls and Intelligence
thisisnotpsychology:
Bedtimes and wake-up times for Americans in their 20s by IQ.
Very Dull (IQ < 75)
Weekday: 11:41 P.M.-7:20 A.M.
Weekend: 12:35 A.M.-10:09 A.M.
Normal (90 < IQ < 110)
Weekday: 12:10 A.M.-7:32 A.M.
Weekend: 1:13 A.M.-10:14 A.M.
Very Bright (IQ > 125)
Weekday: 12:29 A.M.-7:52 A.M.
Weekend: 1:44 A.M.-11:07 A.M.
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Why am I such a social failure?
So me being me, I deliberately missed the window to make “friends” with people in my program. Now it feels like it’s too late, just because I could see the window period and how it closed. But really, I probably wouldn’t say anything or feel comfortable in those cliquey groups anyways. I’m more content with being alone. But sometimes it just …being the...
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“We all run on two clocks. One is the outside clock, which ticks away our decades...”
– Max Lerner (via atomos)
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Man, I really miss the Old Teahouse and cheap Boba. Especially my boba thai iced tea. Drinks are so expensive here T_T
Strangely, I don’t get homesickness; I just miss pearl tea.
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