My mind craves a good conversation. Not about everyday things or people, but about the big picture. About life. The ugliness of it. The beauty of it. Everything in between. Is that so hard to ask? To do so, I need to learn how to be more selfish, yet more selfless, as I find that the more I care, the sooner they leave. And when they do, they take a piece of me.
Pros of Film
you learn how to be patient film&development is expensive - you have more incentive to learn from your mistakes and take better pictures the surprise when you see all of your film developed actually know what’s going on inside your camera I see too many tourists these days with their fancy smancy camera just taking multiple shots of the same thing and not having the patience to...
I'm in disbelief and a tad bit angry....
that there exists people who are able to afford a niceee Canon DSLR and not know what ‘aperture’ means nor what all the modes on the button are….and I have to explain to them what they are, whilst carrying my film camera.
I have Hot Hot Shoes.
Meeting Real people
who are not afraid to talk about the TRUTH - That’s what life is about.
I was Happy,
Because he wanted to talk to me, when no else wanted to. I figured I got boring and became a pest to everyone else by always being the first one to…Its heart-straining, having your roots grow thin.
10 reasons Architects probably won’t fix it
1. Architects are not leaders In fact, we wait to follow. Architecture is a service profession. Clients hire us to help implement their vision, if we’re lucky. Or, they hire us because of a legal obligation to have a licensed professional seal a set of drawings, when we aren’t lucky. We don’t define the needs of the community; in fact, we usually don’t even recognize them on our own. We need a...
My new German friend thinks I'm not as COOL...
sad face. aber ich weiss dass ich sehr cool bin ~_~
Friday night on omegle.
yeeeeah. i’m cool.
” squeech” (meant to be squeeze) “floooooooor” “heeee” “baghh I don’t need another cup of water” “HAHAHHAHAHA!” (watching modern family) -cries-
I long to feel Human. to feel Alive. Please give me a sign.
That’s probably why I got yelled at as a kid every time we left a...– Christina H.
The days when I want to bang my head repeatedly on...
don’t have to face reality then.
Was pining for a cupo tea all day...
partially because of the rain & cold but more so because I believe I’m genetically inclined to need afternoon teatime.
As Its Economy Sprints Ahead, China’s People Are... →
China’s current economic system favors state-run banks and companies over wage earners, who are largely denied the benefits of the nation’s remarkable growth.
ai fait la reconnaisance with a really attractive cute german guy today. i just wanna straight up tell him how attractive he is to his face. haha. if i ever see him again.
The Best Afternoons
Naps and Tea Time, love them.
my first pair of vintage, mori-style leather shoes
and I never want to go back. Can’t imagine myself wearing converses as my daily shoe from now on.
Me seven months ago: If I didn’t have to think about practicality, I would just make beautiful music and art all my life. Sometimes, I forgot this part of me and it saddens me. Me now: At heart, I’m an artist. I truly believe so. Even if I didn’t foster much artistic growth in my lifetime. But if I keep believing so the destiny of my life might change….
In line at Starbucks,
me: * mmm America. Ooh a Lyon cup. Might buy that. Ooh I think they have fancier goods here. Ooh what’s that? hmm how french. lalalala* black girl blatantly cuts in line me: *ooh is she looking at something?* couples seconds later.. me: *what. no. she’s cutting. bitch. gosh i’m awfully perky today. bitch* my face: what a bitch. cunt. cashier: Bonjour! :D me: Bonjour! :D...
I really can't get my head in the game...
i don’t know why I’m so picky about my study spaces. Can’t study for the life of me in this room. I just need to get moving! Today: couldn’t get a single thing done in my bedroom. so I studied 6 hours straight without internet breaks at Starbucks.